Tuesday, May 8, 2012

4th Birthday Blog!

I cannot believe Jaxson and Ryan are four!  We had a blast celebrating the big day!
Before their home birthday party we had a little celebration with their school friends.  They had spiderman and batman cookies! 

Yes, that is Drew in the middle of them...he always has to be with the bid kids.

Blowing out their candles!



The boys got to pick out prizes from the "Birthday Bucket"!

On Saturday, their actual birthday we had the big birthday party at the house!

It was Spiderman and Batman theme.  We had a a "Calling all Superheros" theme and many of the kiddos came dressed up which was a blast!
Jaxson's chocolate cake - he absolutely LOVES chocolate!

Ryan's batman cake!


All the Superheros playing on the swingset.

The party favors - big coloring books and crayons!

The pinatas guarding the party!

Pin the logo on Batman game!
Birthday boy Ryan - I let him dress himself!

Daddy supervising the pinata bashing!

Superheros swinging!
Drew finding candy!



Everyone run for the candy!
Singing to the boys...



Everyone enjoying cake and ice cream!
Drew and Berkley holding up the little table.

Ryan opening up presents!





The boys had a great time with their friends!  We are so blessed with friends and family to celebrate this special event!

Monday, April 30, 2012

Half Marathon MaMa!

This is a completely selfish post...nothing about the boys...but in fact it has a lot to do with the boys.  They are three of the many reasons I run.  They are my motivation sometimes, my humor after long runs and running helps me chase after them!  One day after coming in from a run Ryan asked, "Was it a beautiful run mom?"  Yes, Ryan it was...every run should be beautiful.  Being blessed with the ability and the time that it takes is amazing.  It is my time with me and my time with the Lord.  We have had many conversations during them.  Many decisions have been made and many prayers heard.

About seven years ago I began running or waddling as it looks like (still to this day!).  I began running 5Ks with Jon in San Antonio and figuring out that if I exercise I could eat jelly beans and still loose weight.  Seriously this was my mentality and still kind of is at times. :)  But them I started to see the mental aspect of it. The toughness it requires and the release of stress that it gave me.  I loved it. 

I have ran numerous 5Ks and a major 10K but had not conquered the half marathon.  Training for one of these is not only commitment from you, but with three young kiddos it takes commitment from the entire family.  It is hours away from them on Saturday mornings or Sunday afternoons.  I want to thank Jon for the HOURS of watching the kiddos while I got my long runs in! 

This past Sunday I ran the Oklahoma City Memorial Marathon.  Jon had prior commitments for work in Birmingham, so I took along one of my good friends Darcie.  I told her, if I was lying on the sidewalk, I needed someone there to come get me and take me home!  It was awesome to have a friend there!  Having her at the finish line meant soooo much!  Thanks Darcie!

I also want to do a race re-cap so I can remember this almost mile for mile!

Start:  I got up at 4:00a.m. in order to get to the bus shuttle to take me downtown.  I woke up almost every hour watching the clock and thinking about the next day.   I met Chris and Susan, a couple from Amarillo at the bus stop.  This was his first half as well.  We were the first bus of runners to arrive downtown and I decided to take a walk through the memorial.  I had never been to it.  Very moving that time of morning...birds chirping...and still.  I captured a couple of pictures.

I got to the starting/gear check area and met another lady from Nashville that is running a half marathon in every state.  I love the running community!  Everyone talks to each other and is so personable! 

At the start line - there were three corrals.  One for the Full, one for the relay and the last for the half marathoners.  27,000 people ran all of these races, so you can imagine the crowds.  We had 168 seconds of silence for the 168 people killed in the bombing...very moving.

Observations from the start line:  A guy in front of me had two 5 hour energy bottles in his hand....thought it was funny!  Two ladies beside me had these awesome t-shirts that said "Marathon Posers".  Cracked me up!

Gun goes off - and 15 minutes later I hit the timing mat....yep 15 minutes. 

My first mile was WAY to fast - like four minutes faster than my usual mile....that was adrenaline and going downhill.  Watched my garmin and SLOWED down a lot. 
Ran through Bricktown which was neat.

Jon ran this race last year in pouring down buckets of rain.  So I asked him, were there any hills?  He told me not really, just a few.  Well at mile 2 or so, we had to run over a train overpass...no joke...yeah no hills!   Halfway up the hill, Chris, the guy I met earlier taps me on the back and we run together until about mile 10.  Great company and nice someone else was keeping my pace.

We ran around the capital and passed fire fighters running the race in Full gear!  I am not kidding you!  It was amazing.

About mile 5 the rain starts, pretty good downpour, but we are in an older neighborhood and the trees over the street are blocking most of it.  So I got wet, but my shoes and socks did not.  That was an answered prayer!

Kept my goal pace, even in the rain and the hills that were everywhere! 

About mile 10, Chris was fading on me and he told me to go on...so I took off.  About two minutes later my Iphone dies.  I think it is because of it getting wet and start to panic...but then realize nothing I can do about it now.  After the race I figured out it was just a dead battery!

The Full marathoners joined back into our route about mile 11 and that was inspirational!  Seeing these people running that pace was amazing.  I evaluated myself here and nothing really hurt, just a little tight.  Feet were good, no blisters so I picked up the pace.  Only two more miles to go!

The crowds were much better downtown and I could feel the energy.  I feed off of crowds.  Some runners don't, I do.  I came in right in at my goal time.  Darcie even got video tape of me!  Here are a few pics from this weekend.


Picking up my gear at the expo.
 Laying it all out the night before.

 Carbo Loading at Zios!
4:30 a.m. in the parking lot waiting on the shuttle bus!

The memorial at about 5:30 a.m.

The finish line!
I did it!

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Multiple Memories

A few of my bloggy friends have been doing these and I thought since the big 4th birthday is coming up next week...this would be a good time.  These are a few of the numerous memories I have had with Jaxson and Ryan so far....they are amazing little men and I cannot wait to see what God has in store for them.  These memories are just that my memories, they may be good or bad....but I wanted to jot them down.

• Watching the screen and noticing that there were two of them…then saying to the tech over and over – there are two in there, right?


• Watching them play with each other on the ultrasounds and Jaxson sticking his tongue out at us all the time

• Hearing their heartbeats on the monitors at all times of the days during the 6 weeks of hospital bedrest. They would kick off the monitors on my stomach all the time!

• Holding Ryan for the first time the day after they were born.

• Sending Jaxson into surgery at 3 days old…and at 3lb 9 oz, had still not been able to hold him….

• Holding both my boys together in the NICU when they were 10 days old

• May 31, 2008 both boys home with us!

• The smell of spit up formula all over the place from Jaxson…that kid had an aim…and he did it everywhere. We got rid of a couch because of it!

• Watching them scoot on the back of their heads around the house….so weird…they did it for months.

• The day they called the mailman Daddy…totally cracked me up – he had hair down to his waste and a long beard!

• Their first birthday party and the smash cakes all over their overalls!

• Their faces when they brought me flowers and got to meet their new baby brother.

• The first day I left them at Mothers Day Out at church….I cried all the way home.

• Their vocabulary was huge by the age of 18 months and they could spell out your names at 2 years old.

• The way they both used the word “humongous” all the time after they learned it on Sesame Street….took us weeks to figure out the word and where they learned it

• One of the worst days…when I buried my Dad and Jaxson stopped breathing on me twice in an ambulance from shock from peanuts…..I had seen him stop breathing once before in NICU and the Lord prepared me for this time as well…

• The look on their faces when they rode their bikes for the first time.

• Watching their excitement and fearlessness as they ran into the pool at Schlitterbaun last summer

• Watching Jaxson re-enact baseball games constantly…..even spitting on my carpet.

• Their first day of Preschool and the excitement and fear for all of us….

• Their interaction with each other….the best of friends…..the majority of the time.

• Them both conquering fears head on, like the fireman’s pole on their playset….trying and trying until it is done

• The way I can see God working in their lives and hearts…amazes me every day and how He works through them to teach me….ALL the time

Monday, April 23, 2012

Easter and Cowboys!

We had a laid back Easter this year and did a little egg hunt in the backyard with some friends.  The boys really liked it this year! 

Got one!  Jaxson

We had a ton of eggs!


Beat you to it!


Checking out the loot with their friend Kaden.

Cowboy Day at school!

What most of our pictures look like!

Crazy Jaxson!
Crazier Ryan!

Baseball and Spring Game!

Toward the end of March we headed down to Lubbock for the Spring Football game and a baseball game!

We have new season tickets at the baseball games that are right beside the stairs.  Drew has claimed this one as his own and pretty much sits on it the entire game!

Daddy and his boys!

Watching the Spring football game up close!


 Drew's classic smile!

Chit chatting with Raider Red!